In my World, My EveRyThInG......

2010-01-29T01:36:00.003+08:00

sometime feel like his not mine anymore,
sometime makes me feel that i'm not the gal that he wants anymore,
Life always comes Up and Down ,
Makes me feel very moody.
When is the day make me feel better ???

waiting for the Day!!!

2009-10-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

Here i go again.
it's been long time didn't blog much like rotten already.haha
For the time being i'm without job again cos my boss wants me to rest well.
As in starting of october i got an accident due to me and my guy quarrel for i'm been late for work he drive to fast cum i'm without sit blet den break and i'm hurt on my nose just nice AT night me, my guy(Matthew), his guy fren(Tian Hong) and gf(Qian yi) tag along two couple went to Genting again sept just went but tis time round just to acc my guy as in he didn't travel much and have the strong feeling for Genting Trip ha.
anyway is quite fun we go down there first day just walk around and eat.
The 2nd Day we went out for indoor & outdoor team park.
Nite we go down to mushroom farm have dinner after that ahha CASINO hehe...
At first Me and Qian Yi guy was playing very stressfully so we take over and call them go walk walk ended up haha we both win aroung 150 or more RM i know is abit but got win can already ma. happy can liao.
Den we chill around starbucks wa the weather the very very very the cold untill we all rushing back to hotel .
O ya i at out door team park still win a big and a small bear hm. so happy lo.
The Big one almost half of my body lehx.
And also we go to see the belive it or not.
got alot funny funny thing like we walk through a thing all the side is with alot of hole plus is turning round and round and round we all walk through cant even walk straight and we laugh at each and other that really fun.
Anyone interested of going Gengting try to goin BELIVE IT OR NOT trust me you will find it fun.

Emm. . . i got to stop here already very very tired feel like slpy already ha.

To be continue hehe =)

2009-09-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

It been very long time since my last blog.
I have changed "JOD" already back to my old boss there work.
At Vivo city haha.
Emm Pay not bad.
Relax but jus need to stress about sales some time.
can't belive I'm back to Qoosh Man.
But my Boss really treat me damn Good His Used to take care staff alot.

Oya..
I getting fatter lo. every day in shop nothing to do then eat snack.
I also get to Know some of my new Friend there also mean i got smoking "ka ki"."
Every day work Work...
You Know what i have just travel to tai wan on August and also Genting on this early Spetember.
If Free i Post some of the photo to show off haha.

Anyway shall stop here some updated when i free...

- To be continue-

2009-09-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

hey guy's been long have not update.
i will be update as soon as i got time ya...
i know it been rot...haha

see u guy's around...

to be continue-

2009-03-20T16:09:00.002+08:00

while i'm hm today goin out soon to meet up with xinting and meiqin.
Going watch "coming soon" at cine.
i know my blog is rotten but no time for blogging.
now a day need of man power.
i think got to stop here goin out soon.
if not the " LIEW XIN TING" want to kill me.
Cos I'm slow ha.
brb....
If have time for blogging.

having great life and busy at the same time but i'm enjoyed....

2009-03-20T15:34:00.018+08:00

his eating his frie haha

that him having his mac before movie .

meet up with Yi Hui , my cousin and some other of my bf bro for movie.

me, nicole and angel while nothing to do end work taken some pic ha.

me and Angel

i'm bored on the so just take a shot of my self so fat my face.

Ooo... my bf was driving us to malaysia see he so act cute.

see she so cute rite was in my hse waiting for me to ready and take some pic. her hse down stair waiting for my bf again so slow.

Yi hui hse waiting for my bf to drive us to my hse. ah ben bday was celebrate at ph but too bad cant get a chance to take a photo of him.

2009-02-14T16:05:00.001+08:00

CANT UPLOAD PIC COM GOT PROB UPDATED AGAIN...

PS AR!!!

2009-02-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL FREN AND COUPLE!!!!

OMG !!! I cant imgaine i'm hm now...

i have try to get my off day on valentine cos of bf request.

ended up he is working till nite so sad...

but i notice is work bo bian.

so rotten at hm do nothin bored bored.

i'm thinking everyone out doin wat with their valentine day.

i posting some of my new pic currently.

not don want to blog is no time for bloging busy with work.

every day only know wat is tired.haiz.

wat to do it my life.

EVERYONE ENJOY YA!!!

LAST STILL WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!

see tonite got wat date le.

updated again soon

-end-

2009-01-21T04:57:00.002+08:00

o ya got to slp le. few more hour waking up

to acc my bf to payar lebar to buy thin.

dono today will be wat thin happen.

post again soon....

2009-01-21T04:37:00.006+08:00

me and xt

me and mq
me,xt& mq again nice shot haha.

me,xinting& mei qi. see the xinting act cute sia.

2009-01-21T04:11:00.002+08:00

today was my off day got to updated some of my previous day happening ha.

18 jan i meet out with xinting, Mei Qi, my buddy ah pui,ryan

it a very long time since the last time we gather together ha.

we went to zouk near by to have our supper slack chit chat den the ah pui

and ryan keep on talking about their army thin from the starting was so bored lo.

their botak look so cute but cant even catch a shoot of them if not i sure post

out to show how cute they are now ha.

den we 3 gals decide to order some food to share we buy satay,sting ray,oster and chicken wing.

after our food we walk toward the river there to have some fresh air and relax chill.

in the mean time me xinting and mei qi start to "zhi lian" took some of our pic haha.

later show some of our pic on top ha.

well we chat till tired i called my bf and he came around 3 den ah pui they all say huh? he jus

came to fetch u only ar???

den i reply wait i ask.

after tat i called my bf again to check with him wanna find some where to chill?

when my bf was here we plan to go for dessert at gelang there, u know wat when we

reached the xinting and mei qi hold me very tight lo.

den i ask them why?

they say got alot of "sir bei bei" looking at them

so funny lo. but they are cute lo.

den after the dessert they went back hm with cab den dear drive me back hm le.

-that the end of the day we spend-

2009-01-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today early in the morning i over slp ended up with taking cab to work but den you know wat???
Today don't know wat day i'm so unlucky on call cab but it full nvm
i go down to bangkit lrt trying to get a cab around 9.20am and keep on calling the comfort hotline for cab while i'm waiting at the bangkit lrt but den i 9.40 am still calling and flight for a cab at tat point of time my mind telling me i going to be late some more only left with 10 min to rush to amk hub omg! but nvm a while more i see a very stupid guy standing infront of me the road side flight for a cab you know wat my mind was thinking???
I FEEL LIKE WALKING TOWARD HIM AND SAY " HELLO CANT YOU SEE BE HIDE HAVE SOMEONE WAITING FOR CAB TOO???"
But i didn't if not i don't wat time i will end quarreling with such a stupid man who already notice tat behide him have someone waiting for cab for so long yet i decide to cross to another road side to flight cab. around nearly 10 am my bf called me to cross back to the bangkit road side cos he have been on call a cab for me.
when i reached my amk hub outlet is nearly 10.15 am wa kao... i have been late for 25 min .
i roll call my manager den start to open my outlet.
i was alone till 1 den all ppl came to work.

Den work work work meeting meeting now i'm hm feel so tried falling sick too.
i'm so pls not to fall sick at this point of time cos we lack of man power some more chinese new year coming. o ya... haha while i'm thinking of my bf and his here bought porridge for me and my mom who was sick too. haha end here le if not my porridge getting cold ...bb.

-to be continue-

2009-01-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

ystd was my off day i slp till around 5 pm.
untill around 7 pm i acc my mom go down to sing siong for some new year stuff.
Wa... we bought alot of snack, drinks and those food to cook for our " shan shi wan dinner"
got parwn, sotong ball,chicken meat and more..... but still have some till on the 25th den get it if not all not fresh. my bf drop by around 9 pm when me and my mom have end buying our stuff he help us out on carry food and got in a cab back hm.

when we reached hm my sweet sweet bro order kfc for our dinner omg!
it was so full and we cant finish all the food ended up forcing each another to finish up.haha.
after tat we all watch tv till around 12 plus mom say wanted to rest dono why she seem
like falling sick.
ended up i go slp too cos the next day working morning.
haiz so sian time run so fast.

-end-

2009-01-08T18:23:00.004+08:00

Ystd when for K box but some pic with Yihui not much with me ha.

so enjoy of ystd.

christine and Yi hui( Yi hui see this pic she will kill me)

me & cheryll

2009-01-08T18:17:00.006+08:00

Last week of my off day.

us.
dear

dear

tat my prmoted treat by my dear wahaha.

look nice rite??

-The end -

2009-01-08T17:55:00.013+08:00

THIS ALL PHOTO R OUR HOLIDAY AT PERTH

dear and me

dear sis and sis bf

dear bro and bro wife

see i so stupid forgotten to use video to video it end up only have the photo

the lovely heart shape and us.

don noe wat tat but jus take a pic ha.

again the lovely heart shape and us.

So Cute rite???

tat is my dear elder bro baby gal so cute till i wanted take a photo on her.

tat perth old prison nice rite???

actually not much taken cos the rest i have lost it due to my care don noe put where so sad!!!

-The End of perth pic-

2009-01-08T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hey baby i'm back for blog but still busy with work,bf and fren haha.

today is my off day later on going dear dear father bday party le.

tell you all a good news i have promoted to arm.

what it mean rite??

it mean Assistant Retail Manager.

I'm so happy tat i got promo cos i dn't have any comfident when i'm been selected pending for promotion.

so gard man haha...

but abit abit getting stress le more thin to do coming up don't know still free for bloging not.

Chinese New Year coming !!!!

o... man i'm so aunt lo.

very very early got my clothes for new year le.

is around last week.

bought a dress and a top cos dear dear bought me a jean already.

few day back i got a new pair of heels too.

ystd i bought a shirt for dear dear too wa cost me $74 plus plus.

guys thin alway so ex but it ok is my dear dear ma.

i also perm my hair and colour few week back.

hair colour is red but took photo cant see.

-Updated again see ya-

2008-09-17T00:10:00.009+08:00

"Me and Him"

our journey!!!!

2008-09-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

hey back here to updated again!!!
today was my off day.
the moment i wake up is already 3 plus so i start to clean up my room den wash my face cook noodle and watch my "fated to love u" this show is really nice and very touch how i wish i'm tat pai li tian nu sheng... she really end it up very xin fu.
after this drama i find a new show le.
which call "Invincible shan bao mei"
sound cute rite.
started watch abit le.
den my stupid dear dear came around 10 plus still lying on my bed!!!
still don wan go for dinner.
HE IS A PIG PIG PIG!!!

hee... my coursin jus called me got to go le.
meeting her....
BYE BYE!
updated when i'm free again.
o ya nv seen my bf before ba.
LOOK above>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"xinxin"

2008-07-28T22:24:00.015+08:00

after tat we went for my supper
my god bro house for a swim with him and his sis.

M.O.S haha.

it was Grace bday at Power House.

2008-07-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!! i'm back for my blog le.
haha.today bis HONG KAI bday le.
we goin celebrate his bady at DXO near by for dinner and chill together.
like very sian rite.
actually we been celebrate with him last sat at power house.
but den today is his real bday.
which is jus me wulan and danny celebrate with him ha.
so gtg go.
jus blog some.
free blog again.....
bb..

"xinxin"

2008-06-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

3/6/08 is my off day and also is my best fren dibbie wedding dinner. me and felicia taking some photo but still got some take with debbie if can i will post out soon haha. wa... there de food so nice total we ate 9 courts of food ahlamak all my fren married.OMG! i,m getting old.=)

but it ok. cos if i'm not reach 25 i wont marry cos i wan to earn lots of money before i settle down stop here le.

2008-06-05T17:09:00.015+08:00

finally my pay is out den we went to have ahjeseh see the food so delicious.ha.

have quite alot of fun there.it on 2/6/08.

2/6/08 wihle working we nothin to do den take some stupid photo some is so cute.

we act like we r pormoting our sony ericsson phone ha.

2008-06-05T13:57:00.005+08:00

This is on 1/6/08 around evening time at ps take de meet up with jon,shawn and sherwin kor.

last at not least missy rain come down we me. we almost spend the whole day at ps alk here and there.ha.

2008-06-05T13:29:00.009+08:00

This all is took on 30/5/08 sorry too busy can only some photo. at ph my fren bday party but too bad no chance get to take photo with bday boy.

all kind of our stupid face.

2008-05-31T18:06:00.003+08:00

well well i'm back to post my blog again.
today also nothin much see i so free.why?
cos today is a raining day.
seriously i hate raining
cos rain no ppl come out shop den i no sale liao sian.
some more u noe wat today is SAT. wa more worst.
stress ar! stress ar!

o ya lets talk about about ystd.
after i'm release work i'm so surprice ystd got ppl
help me close shop sia.
tat is haha my buddy "ah pui"
see he so good ha.
den after tat thinking of asking my cousin to meet but she at her fren bday party so sad.
den call ziling haix she is busy how?
so sian.
den end up i think of meeting yong ming my very long ago de ex bf.
but now is fren le la.
cos he came to singapore den went to parklane.
we go play arcade ha i noe is childish but jus bored no choice.
after tat around 11 plus den i walking to take bus but end up no bus omg!
den i anyhow take one bus toward cine there den take cab.
so sad lo.
i no more money but too late cant go hm.
wa waste money lo.=(
around 1 i reach hm.
bath den around 2 my cousin come over my house.
den we have our supper.
wow. somethin tat i feel weird den i told my cousin.
finally feel better.
den she go off around nearly 3.
so it time for bed haha.
i shall stop here le.
continue again hee.

"xinxin"

2008-05-30T13:19:00.008+08:00

so funny lo. wear like tis at plaza

sugarcane & rojar boy

my stupid face

today working again so sian.

somemore is fri my sale must be good lo.
HOW HOW HOW DIe LE LO.
nvm. jus continue my off day is on 28/5/08 but busy with all my house cleaning.
wa i cant imgine i'm hm during my off day lo.but too bad no money cant go out shop shop.
after clean up my house around 6 plus get to change up to meet up my fren.
when we r out we meet up with ziling they all.
at bpp plaza.
at first we thinking of goin town but is too late le.
end up we all stay at bpp plaza to chill.
in tat case we took some photo there.
all the photo on top.
only me and rojar boy taking photo
cos no one wan take photo so sian.ha.

shall stop here continue again...

"xinxin"

2008-05-06T14:49:00.005+08:00

me,sabrina and xin ting on 25/04/08

MONO ha!!!!30/04/08MISS NG WENWEN BIRTHDAY!!!MONO!!!30/04/08

That wat they rock my heart 6RANGE GROUP alway.......

LOVESs!!!!

2008-05-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

i come back to post again hee.
today 6/5/08 i late again for work.
this month i already late for 3 time.
OMG MAN!
feel like killing my self like tat.
cos my fren still got give me morning call. but i too PIG.
Some more i keep on promise my mananger not to late but and up!
late late late........................
shit man.

ystd was my off. in the morning round 8 i went to my fren court to visit him plus see how is it le.
end up they say change to 26/05/08 sia.
waited for so long end up say continue 26/05/08.
but so sad i don think i can still request for off le.
cos i hav requested alot of time. sob sob.
at nite den meet my wu lan darling(cousin) and hong kai for dinner.
After tat hong kai go work den me and my wu lan darling(cousin) go chill two gals cheap chat till
around 3 plus go home slp le.
don noe why ystd my mood damn bad lo.
haiz.....

But today is another good day le.
today so good lo.
one guy work near by my work place off day den drop by buy me a durian "moo ji"
taste so nice!
but mouth so smelly lo.worry later all customer come in run away sia.
but he buy for me cos he goin quite his job soon so no more cheap chat together le.
haha.funny lo.

stop here le.bb.
"xinxin"

2008-05-05T16:46:00.006+08:00

yoyo.i'm back back hee. got to post my bday pic. hee.

my bday on 18/4/08. yes yes. grow older le.

next year goin 20 omg!

my BBQ so fun sia.

but take some shot only all my fren busy talking so only my pic ha.

2008-03-27T02:34:00.002+08:00

Untill today den i noe.
no matter wat jus stay as happy and jus enjoy.
don need to care ppl think about u.
jus do wat u wan.
as long u r happy enough can le.
when the pass i alway told my self tat must happy but end up i get nothin.
but now really enjoy wat i have it now. this is life man.
feel so me man.
how i wish i stay this company as long as i can.
really feel so warm.
althought i'm single don have love but i have sis love ha.
really rushing earn as mush money as i can.
like tat i wont have stress anymore ha.
wish me good luck ar!
omg! all my craps man.
stop here le.
comtinue again next time.

"xinxin"

2008-03-24T16:25:00.006+08:00

me and rain

kiss her! me and vivi

me and wu lan

me and xin ting ha!

i think only this all photo ba.

2008-03-24T16:01:00.002+08:00

hey hey. i know very long nv update. Now updated k?
haha.
nothin special actually i now under 6range group company selling Sony Ericsson phone ha.
there r fun i learn alot. we r really work as a family and work with them is so fun, learn and we have party also like one of our company ppl bday we will celebrate together.
special day we also celebrate together.

The past i work at batok and boon lay i alway follow kelly my manager and she the wan who teach me all the saff about sony ha.
and "vivi" she my best buddy in sony.
MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!
DON NOE WHEN WILL BE BACK WITH THEM HA.

Now working at ps carrefour in side de outlet.
i met some cute collage haha.
like xin ting she blur like me so we almost blur together we come to customer ask we both thoes special thin tat we don noe de. den we will look at each other blur blur.ha
den like winnie i almost amdire her cos for me i think she is a "nui ciang ren"
she do everythin so complete and nice. ha
den hui wen she a sweet gal who alway support me not to late cos i'm a late queen but i PROMISE not to late again. now i'm trying very hard to change my slef.

got to stop here le.
take care.
updated some soon.
hee. above is all my new photo>>>>

2007-12-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

today damn sian slp till 6pm den wake up.
actually should today go find job de. but too bad
is raining everyone slp like a pig like tat ha.
den now at hm do nothin.
nite time ard 9 plus goin find debbie at woodland there den wait for her to off work ard 11.
den meet sky they all.
Unoe wat today is ah xin bday we goin M.O.S to celebrate his bday.
i wonder today will be fun de not?
cos normally wed will be vary pat de sia.
go there if got take photo den i upload ha.
shall stop here le.

2007-12-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

after our coursin wedding dinner we went down to plush ha. tat is our dress of the nite.

my coursin wedding dinner.29/11/07

my father bday 25/11/07

me & my coursin(wu lan) in plush

me & joel

2007-12-02T15:56:00.000+08:00

yoyo! i'm back again. ha.

busy busy so no time for blog.

no more working in Qoosh le.

finally i goin another new job and new thins to learn.

not long ago i working in office for Bank.

the new project damn tough lo.

got to learn alot of thin.

but end up 3 day later the bank suddenly close the project.

den me and about 15 or 16 of ppl don need work.

cos we cos of the project den go in de. but end up stop too bad.

but at least i learn some skill haha.

den the next is factory le.goin start soon man!

omg! it goin be tough lo.

but try first if cant den i'm goin change le.

since i'm goin study next year de april le ma.

but also don noe can go in the sch not.

den above is all my new up date.

end here le.....

2007-11-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

hey i'm back again.
today off work go out with min siong,ah an and kim shui.
noe wat we all go sentosa watch the "song ot the sea" de show.
damn nice lo.
but still feeling sad.
cos jus break up with my bf 3 day ago.
really happen alot of thin tat i nv think it will happen.
like me and my ex.
i nv think of tat we will break up so easily.
cos i noe i do love him and he do so.
but end up jus happen with a first quarrel we had.
at the begaining i jus thinking of tell him wat i dislike of him and wanna noe wat he dislike of me.
maybe we can change or try not to do the thin tat both of us dislike each other de saff.
but too bad end up we become quarrel maybe is cos of we using different way to tell each other wat we feel about each other ba.
after break up. i nv have a really nice day till now too.

But i noe after break up with him.
my fren and sis keep encourage me.
trying their best to make me cheer up jus like past.
like min siong they all.
keep on calling me out after me and my ex break up.
they trying to find something to make me don think so much.
den my sis is like calling me and comfort me.
and ziling they all is stay by my side to give me some support.
see all my sis and fren like tat.
seriously i'm a lucky one to have them cos they give me all the support, concren and care to tell me i'm not alone.
so now i trying very hard to change back to the past like so cheerful and happy go lucky the way they noe me.

tat all i can say. free will continue my blog again.

"xinxin"

2007-10-23T02:08:00.000+08:00

thanks for viewing.that all le. free den blog again.
Oh ya.
my sis eve bday coming le. i was wondering how to celebrate for her sia.
cos left not much money le.
she call me to join her this coming wed but i can't cos of my father.
haiz how ar?
den thursday she coming over vi vo find me sia.
cant wait to see her.
cos we around two week nv seen each other le.
wondering is she been fat or tin sia.
better don tin. fat better haha. like tat den healthy ma. k la. stop here le.

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oh ya this is the same day tat me and felicia take with her de forget to add in haha.

This is my gan son my sis jus give brith not long again is he cute?

when i'm in my block i me and felicia saw ai wa jie den snap some photo.

the day me and felicia(mei) in my shop.

me and my dear at genting on 13/10/07

hey sorry for long time nv post my blog le.

i have been together with "CHRIS" .

on 30/9/07.jus tat busy with my work so no time for update my blog haha.

above is now a day i jus taken>>>>>>>>

no time to update my jounery free will write again k?

hehe.bye!

2007-08-24T15:12:00.000+08:00

my da sao and my bao bei

meand my bao bei

me and her again 13/8/07

above is all my new photo>>>>

sian today nothin to day is my off haha.

later goin down to meet my sister eve.

actaully today got meet my another sis doreen de.

but she got thin to do. so now nothin to do slack at home till evening time den to out le.

2007-08-11T05:36:00.000+08:00

This few day took de!

at sake sushi out side

in my fren car

2007-08-11T04:32:00.000+08:00

Now i'm goin write all my feeling le.i keep inside so long.
actually 29 april 07 i tgt with HIM.i think u all noe who i saying rite? who noe me u should noe who tat.
and end at around 13 april.
and it really hurt tat we break up.
althought is jus 2 motnh plus.
i really do love HIM den my self.
i try to control my self stop thinking of HIM and stop missing HIM.

about one day later HE ask for patch.
tat nite i didn't slp so smooth at all.
cos i'm asking myself "am i rite to be back with HIM so easily?"
the next day i told HIM i jus wan to be fren with HIM.
but actually i don wan to do tat.
cos i do love HIM deep even he have hurt me before.
after tat i told HIM to be fren and let the time tell me should i patch back with HIM.
after so long i'm jus trying to test HIM.

and now HE is in alaska le.
i really think alot of thin.
cos after i break up with HIM.
have some guy wooing me.
and i try to go out with them.
but end up i'm still thinking of HIM.
i noe alot of fren told me once a person chara is like tat they will nv change.
HE before goin still tell me he will wait for me and will prove it to me he change.
but i jus now find out one thin HE have done make me really disapointed of HIM.
u noe wat the gal who call HIM dumb is more xin fu den me lehz.
cos from the starting i been with HIM till now i nv hear of he giving me a call in the morning.
and they alway msg.

but i donnoe when start de.
but i'm sure i still with HIM he already is her alarmak clock le.
i noe it funny to angry this kind.
but tat gal sound like my ex is very close to her and also like wooing her.
some more HE have went out with her after i break up with HIM.
but when i ask HIM he say he have busy all the way no time for gal.
but wat is the comment tat, tat gal wrote to HIM is a lie?
or wat?
i'm really sad and don noe wat to do lo.
why my life is alway like tat.
cant i get a peace relationship?

and this few day i really think alot lo.
cant stop thinking!!!

A guy who wooing me really treat me damn good he every day give me a morning cal and make sure i'm a wake for work and also some time he book out will fetch me go have dinner den fetch me home.
and he give me surprice and make me laught every single day.
he also noe i'm jus break off not long and also noe how much ... mean to me.
althought like tat he didn't give up.
and told me if one day i'm goin to patch back with ... he won't mind and also ask me to go for my heart don need to think whether his sad or wat.
ya i noe he treat me damn good but my heart is still with ...
and i really don noe wat to do lo.

Now i only can say let the time past and i will find my last ans from my heart.
cos i really don noe wat to do.
is really make me goin crazy !!!
jus all becos of ...

who i'm goin to choose ?
really complicated lo.
nvm. let the time past i will find my ans one day.

now i only can wait for the day come.

COS SERIOULY FOR ME A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT A GAME SO I REALLY NEED TIME TO COMFIRM MY FUTURE.

jus wait and see.

not everythin tat go smoothly in ur life

2007-08-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

Day DREAMING!!!

Okays Okays... I'm back le.
i noe my blog goin rotten le.lolx
jus break up with him about 2 week le ba.starting is difficult to take it we both really break. but a day pass by pass i start to get use to it le. i guess u all noe who tat i'm saying rite?
every day work work work lo.wat to do must earn money is like tat de.plus can put my prob a side ma haha.
today no sales again. but lucky my boss didn't scold me sia.
if not i sure stress like hell.

today work at far east lo.
so funny sia whole day nothin to do.
when i jus reach my work place i buy "old changi kee" finger food to eat.
not long later i buy some finger food again. omg! i'm goin fat le.
No choice who call me to be so 'tai ci" bo bian lo. hehe.

around 7 or 8 plus debbie come over my shop to acc me.
so funny sia. we see the S.H.E de video den keep on follw wat they do. and den like siao bo like tat. some more ppl walk pass us give us those shoot face like nv see so siao ppl before i don care but it fun some timr like siao siao taking some joke or making fun of each other like time pass fast also.haha.

den around 9 debbie say she goin off first very good lehz her.
every time "hong" forget about me de so sad.

o ya. today baby (wei ting) say wanna come find me end up tell me got thin to do so sad =(
but it ok. i understand.

after tat i off work den i go down opp far east to meet XC cos before i off work he told me he coming over to meet me. after meeting him. den he drive me home le.
i noe u all sure think why i so early go back home rite?
tat becuase my FATHER is home and long time see him once so must faster go home haha.

i think i shall stop here le continue next time bye~

"xinxin"

everythin must go with happy go lucky den everythin will be fine!

2007-07-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

o....every one i'm back again!!!

wa... ystd me and baby quarrel again...

but is a long story la....

but end up he msg me tell me sorry all tat...suddenly sia surprice.....

cos normally he don care de..

some more today he so sweet lo...

i nite time meet eve ma... den getting cold out here...

den my dear dear msg me to call me not to catch cold i damn happy lo...

but still a little bit sad..

cos my fren say i'm silly cant me and my bf quarrel de thin really quite big thin for me de...

den my fren say why i can take it...

but actually i cant take it de....

cos if a guy really love the gal...

they sure not wat is respect de...

like respect each other...

i also don noe how to explain but...

i'm sure i do love him much more den my self...

don noe why????

so wish tat one day he really will put me in his heart...

althought i noe after a hurt is difficult to fall in love to another gal...

but i will wait till the day de...

i noe i'm silly...

but "sa ren yo sa fu"

stop here le.... continue again

Bye!

2007-07-06T02:36:00.001+08:00

me!!! on 4/7/07

2007-07-06T02:31:00.001+08:00

last wednesday we took de

2007-07-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

yeah!i'm back again le.....
morning i was shoot by my bebe and my mei..
they both came my hse around 8 sia...
well i'm slpy like a pig haha...
den around 9 plus we all went out cos i need to start work at 1030...
bebe and my mei acc me to go my work place there....
around 12 plus we have our first meal not long later they go back hm le...
den suddenly 1 plus ah pong, faris and yong haw came...
today such a good day for me sia... so many fren came to find me...
den i also realise tat i forget to tell my bebe and mei tat ah pong they all coming over..
end up bebe and mei go off quite long le... so thay both also decide not to come back le...
too bad if not bebe and mei can acc me longer haha...

den after my work around 7...
i went down to far east to find my sis...
den follow by meeting penny and wu lan ccome down...
after we meet out already we wait for my sis to off work...
de we go down to near by de mac to have a drink first...
about 10 plus we dacide to acc penny to go her bf(bao) work place...
it a pub tat is very relax kind...
we each get a bottle of beer have some fired chicken wing den we go off le....
den now i'm home le lo....

today so sweet sia i non-stop messaging my bf...
he told me some interesting story...
emmm.. but cant say la...hehe...
actually hor i really damn miss him lehz.... around goin one week nv see him le....
next week den can see him le... don noe he grow fat or tin???
don noe got slp well in camp anot???
o ya me and him nothin le...
cos i jus put the prob a side first if it true....
One day i will noe de... lol...
tat all happen today....
continue next time...

Bye Bye~ ~

2007-07-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

FREN FOREVER!!!

we taken at MOS de....our enjoying nite!!!

2007-07-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

hehe.... today is my off day le....
i now a day really hear alot of suff tat i don even noe de lo...
it really shoot me... i really feel like crying making my self drunk..
in order to forget wat he done... he also don noe ba...
noe wat he done ba.... i really silly...
normally gals hear those stupid suff they sure break up with their bf...
but i really cant decide to break up with him i really do love him till i
hear this prob i still so relax...
but truly i ystd do drink till i drunk cos i really don noe wat to do....
HELP ar!!!!!! i'm goin CRAZY le....

i really wish to hear his explain and wat goin on...
but i cant ask and only can act as i don even noe....
OMG!!!!

it really hurt.... hurt till i wanna die le...
i really tired should i trust love again or not????
i also don noe!!!!
why i alway find a wrong time.....
haiz don noe la....
got to stop here le....

2007-06-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

The above is now a day i take de haha....

me cute ma???? hehe...

me so funny!!!

haha! we 3 see i look so ugly!!!

that's is my bestest sis haha... cute ma she?

me & her again i black haha...

me & wulan(my sweet cousin)

me and june (my mei mei)

2007-06-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

haha... i'm jus awake and it also my off day today....
O...ya.... today is a special COS is.....
ME AND MY DEAR IS 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARIES.....
althought it is jus a two month but i still wish tat we can last long...

haiz sian but my baby today very late den book out...
den i also meeting eve haha...
cos today got late nite shopping ma....
den we shop shop den slack slack...

got to stop here le...
cos i'm goin prepare to go out le... hehe...
bye~

2007-06-15T03:09:00.000+08:00

hehe... today nothin to talk about lehz jus go work den of work around 7 off work le...but stay my work there till around 8.. cos got customer ma...den after tat i head down to far east find my sis eve...wait for her to off work around 10 like tat...den we go find her bf slack awhile den go off le...i reach home around 12 plus...

MY BF cal....haha... damn haha to hear his vioce...

MISS HIM DAMN MUCH LO....

don noe he inside camp doin fine anot????

cos he don tell me about wat happen inside de...

i mean those stress suff la...

but happening he always told me de...

so wish tat no one "ter gan" him can le...

i think he also wont kena de lo...

alway shoot back them de...

after his call den i start to use com den now writing my blog le....

yeah!!! tomolo meeting my dear dear!!!!

cant wait to see him but is at nite lehz....

must wait so long sia....

but it ok de... i can "ren"...haha...

stop here le....bye~

miss him , miss him not

2007-06-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

yoz.... i'm back to post a blog again....
hehe... today off work early sia....
around 4 like tat... den meet my bro gf..
go his camp see dono BMT haha....
tat was fun sia...we reach there around 6.45...
den start at 7....
after tat around 8 plus den finish wait for my bro go eat...
at his camp near by....
9 plus we take cab hm.....
around 10 plus den reach hm...
so now writing my blog lo....haha...

so sad lehz...
cant meet my dear dear he told me he got night off...
but too bad i promise my bro to go his camp le....
miss him sia.... still have to wait till fri den can see him....
but nvm.. i can tahan de... lolx....

stop here le.... contonue my blogs again next time...
bye~

love him, love him not

2007-06-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

At Bugis

The day spending in my shop

wahahaha i'm back....

sorry ar??? i'm busy working so long nv write liao....

I'm now working in vi vo city le...

at first go there only ziling acc me and we r working same outlet ma...

working there one month le ba....

start to noe more ppl in vi vo near my shop de....

they so frenly sia...

working the can hear my own song sale also not bad...

but hor nowaday my slae getting less and less...

boss alawy though tat i nv do my best i already do all my best to get more sale le lo...

but cant ma.... i'm so sawy lo.....

ppl got sale i lehx..

nvm la...

let talk about my bf hehe...

me and him around one month plus le...

although is not long but i do love him alot and do wish he is too...

o ya.... haven talk about today...

today morning is the first time i not so late for work compare to my this month late lo..

den start to have sale around 3....

wa lao... don noe is i sway or really no ppl lo...

today i only sell 3... damn sad lo...

u noe why?????

not much commission ma...

and plus my boss nag....

my whole day is damn sian lo...

untill i off work den i slack till around 8 plus den go take bus le...

i take but nvm...

i start to fell a slp.... den u noe wat???

i slp till over my stop tat i need to stop de lo...

nvm... some more is on the high way don noe go where sia...

den i ask someone who sit beside me where tis bus will stop den is woodland interchange sia...

den i was like blue blue don noe wat to do...

end up reach the woodland interchange den go to take 187 to go hm...

wa lao... i damn pig lo... waste money to take bus home and waste the stupid time to all the way from woodland go back lo....

but nvm i learn a lesson not to slp too much on bus if not i will try again....

haha...

tomolo after work around 4 finish work den going my bro camp there lo...

and next week den can use com... so shall stop here le...

bye...

next week continue again...

cos my bro coming back to use com around one week haha....

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2007-06-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

hey!!! I'm back haha...no free write free den write haha......

My New Photo

2007-06-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hehe, im weiting here.
currently in her blog editing something.

She lazy to update,
so i help her.

2007-01-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

YEah! i'm back haha...

today working hour so fast pass don noe why...lolx...
i think maybe too happy liao.. tomolo goin out with . . . ma...
really nv go out for long with him le...

finally i get free and do wat i wan le....
not like pass alway hear wat ppl saw....
N0 i must be myself tat me....yeah!

neW year coming soon le... i only get one dress....OMG!
how... must wait for pay to come and also wait for my off day..

den can go with my sis eve , my cousin wulan and my other fren go shop shop lo..
hehe... time really get pass easily... so must cherich all my happy moment haha...

Pay faster come nia wanna go make hair le... so happy sia...
finally can earn money for my self to spend le....
the pass alway pay this and tat...

make meself so fan... now still need to pay but at list i still left some for

myself hehe... k la... stop here le...

continue next tme>>>>

2007-01-21T03:39:00.000+08:00

Thats All photo tat i spend time now aday...

bye bye!

2007-01-21T03:37:00.000+08:00

YEAH! goin home soon!

2007-01-21T03:34:00.000+08:00

hehe...this one is a nice one i nv see the screen...haha...

2007-01-21T03:33:00.000+08:00

God ah!!!! Give Me Some Sale!

2007-01-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

EEE... i'm acting cute.....

2007-01-21T03:29:00.000+08:00

eve and me in my shop...hahahaha....

2007-01-21T03:27:00.000+08:00

see! we still can play hahaha....

2007-01-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

tat me.... sian...

2007-01-21T03:16:00.000+08:00

every work....one week off one day....
now my life only spend on work lo...
see all the photo at my work place take de....
damn sian lo.... hiaz...

but is quite fun some time wif my sis eve and other fren...
all work near by de... hehe... but den work also good wont think much of other thin...

some more got pay get sia....
can go shop shop haha...

k la.... shall stop here le... contine next time....

"xinxin"

2006-12-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

yeah... finally i can continue my blog again lolx...
today date of 18/12/06 i jux get my result sia....
i got 5 pass one fail somemore fail on english haiz...
donno next year goin wat ite sia...
feeling like goin simei ite...
go learn beauty courses hehe... don noe can get in anot...

Now aday happen alot of thin like on 25/11/06 i have been together le...
about 9/12/06 we break up le...
cos alot of thin happen between us like quarrel all tat...

after tat all... keep on work work work....
only work can make me don think too much...
i think i shall stop here le...

continue the next free time bye...

continue my life happily....

2006-11-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

ya.. any age also can...

2006-11-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

hey i'm back man...
today so sian... later goin jurong make my eye brown...
after tat go town help my "da sao" pass thin to her fren at lucky plaza..
some more today me off day sia...
don noe later wan do wat at town liao...
very compilcated sia...

wei lun and mao mao goin k box..
den my fren eve goin watch movie mostly..
but maybe goin k box too..
my beebee not enough money lehz...
den grace also... wat to do how???

i think mostly goin wtach movie le sia....
don noe wat to choose lehz...
continue next time ba...

2006-11-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK MAN! today late for work again...
cos beebee la.. wif me watch the TOKYO JULIET the whole nite sia...den i about 8 plus in the morning den slp sia... i slp[ about till 11.45 jun kai call me den i wake up le...
after tat on i rush here and there den went down to bus stop le... OMG!
is about 12.30 le... i goin die liao... but den end up i reach there about 12.55...
lucky my boss nv call me sia..

About 1 i start to do my sale le... about 5 plus my boss came.. u noe wat starting...
she come nothin happen at all...
about 8 plus she start to nag me about...
my sale not good enoug...
Izz go chat alot with my fren who work there...

FAT UP SIA!!! i every timr keep on do sale lo...
jus tat no customer den chat abit only...
still got wat u noe... she say someone tell her tat i keep on...
chat with fren and run here and there nv do my sale...
GOD ar! i nv do anythin why i so sawy wan every time kanna tis kind of staff de...

Some more she say tis sat and last sat she got with me so my sale only get 0.5% not 1%...
De commition.....
SAD La!!!!! do so many thin end up like tat...
still got wat u noe... after she left about 9.20...
20 min later about 9.50 i start to do the nets thin hao liao lehz...
one more customer come "wa liao" waste mt time some more pay by nets...
i have to do all over again...After the customer go liao u noe wat...
another customer come in my shop again my mind was think
"fucker ppl closing le still come in" but no chioce la..
today so "SAWY".....

About 10.15 jun kai came to acc me home den he start to help me...
to close my shop...den we go ake bus le...

before tat about 8 penny still asking me acc them go club de...
but at last cos they go M.U ...
i not enough AGE so cant get in...

but nvm la... i still got jun kai pei me go home.. i start to feel tat i'm so "xin fu" sia..
but too bad... i treat him as a fren only....
still don have the feeling...
MAYBE in the future ba....lolx...

Don't know lehz...
don fel like hav one guy...
don noe why...

Jus wish tat one day i can get my true love ba...

hehe... Think too much liao...

got to stop here le...

continue next time...

"xinxin"

i think i need more time to consider for giving up of him...

2006-11-09T03:34:00.000+08:00

2006-11-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

Lovely baby!!!

2006-11-09T02:30:00.000+08:00

I'm back to write my blog lolx...Today so funny sia... when i got on bus for work is full of ppl den i stand at one side tat is facing the four sit..OMG! U noe wat i saw 3 person sleeping some more all sleeping so funny sia...got 2 at my right hand side and one at my left... the right de one is malay lady sitting inside and another is chinese lady sitting out side their head swing here and there like wan to hit each other sia...

and my left de is a gal about my age she swing more style lo... like the head coming out like tat... after i decover them i look at my left de lady...she also looking at me u noe...U noe wat we both laught cos of the 3 person head swing here and there..haha... after tat on i about to reach my work place i drop down...den walk to my shop after tat on i start to clean my shop... finish liao.. den call deliver.. so hungry sia... after tat on i continue work le... live is so sian sia... every day work..only off once a week... whole day in the shop like stamp... lucky today sale not bad...hehe.. nv get scolding ..wahaha...about goin four jun kai buy me food for dinner...so sweet rite... but don noe why i feel not so happy maybe not him so i'm not so siao..but anyway jun kai is a not bad person jus think of tat i should or shouldn't start a new live style.... haiz...

About nite time about 9 plus baby and my sis alan came to wait for me to off work so "xin fu" rite i also think so... after i off work we went to cine wait for jun kai to come down den slack about 30 min we go to bus stop wait for me and baby de bus...bus no is 190 den jun kai and alan acc we both home... when we reach the stop me and jun kai start to talk about his shirt cos his shirt got word on.. the word is "good gal go to haven bad gal go down under"... i was asking how come bad gal go down under...Den U Noe Wat!!! jun kai tell me tat down under mean suck kock...OMG! so dirty rite... i start to call jun kai as a "Da Bian Tai" haha... all the way til we reaching my house so bad rite.. but we all are fooling each other when we walking home...

Baby so good sia while i'm disturbing jun kaai... the lovely couple have their sweet time on the way home... i'm so jealous tat my baby find her true love... i wantering tat if i were her i happy to lala land liao... i mean same as her can find my true love... after the both guy send us home den baby continue stay my house for dinner and we both slack on my bed talking some saff.. about 1.44 she go back le... den now i typing wat happen today...

i shall stop here le..YEAH!!! tomolo off day go shopping...lalala...continue other time ba...

I think i really need time to forget him.....

2006-11-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

my buddy haha... doin sad face...

2006-11-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

YEAH! I'm home le... lolx... today so late reach work place sia.... about goin one den reach...
den get scolding by my boss...haiz...sad... but nvm... hehe...

About 3 plus baby and jess come fingd ma... haha... so happy!!!@_@
after tat on they went to shopping den i continue doing my sale.... OMG! No sale sia...
end up get scolding by boss...=(

But nvm.... my boss not bad lo... still got buy food for me whenever she come to shop for sport check...haha.. my pay come le... so less sia... after paying my bill no money liao... sob.. sob...

I'm so suprice tat today i so early reach home...GUESS wat i reach home about 11...haha...
Today so good sia still got jun kai fetcfh me home... happy sia... but too bad not my not my love one if tat guy same as jun kai treat me like tat i sure happy like siao de lo... but he won't treat me as jun kai treat me like tat... haiz... cos he don't love me... and he always treat as a good fren only... sad... haiz...

don't talk about him le... nv be sad happy alway... cheer up TAY BING XIN...haha...
today jun kai come so late sia... i finish work about 9.45... but he come about 10.20... but lucky other shop of my frenz still ard den thay acc me... At first i thinking of goin back home by my self lehz... cos i thouhgt tat maybe jun kai not coming le... but end up he came.. haha... after he came we both go bus stop wait for 190... den hor... so many 190 full of ppl den miss about 2 bus den got in a bus atfer thoes 2 bus have gone for long... OMG! the bus also full of ppl sia... but lucky i and jun kai sqeeze in...haha.. den reach my house there de busstop me drop down... jun kai acc me till my house de lift den he go le... don noe he got home le ma... den when i reached home is about 11 le...

so sad i'm miissing him... but i wan stop le... cos ai qi cannot force de... but can't stop thinking of him sia... hiaz.. nvm...

STOP HERE LE CONTINUE WHEN I FREE>>>>

"xinxin"

2006-11-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

that is when i after work den go back my house near by take....

I take at cine de... so nard...OMG!

bye! thankx for viweing me... lolx...

2006-11-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

OMG! Finally i can continue my blog le... later goin work soon so sian every day work work WORK...haiz... start work about 12.45pm... now no baby acc me so sian lo...but den today is my pay le...wahahaha... so happy sia... but don noe gat how many...when my pay come need pay bill..buy prown nite saff den no money liao...sad...sob..sob...

But nvm... i still got baby acc suffer haha... i'm so bad... but den hor... see baby so happy patch with her ex i'm happy too... she wait for him so le... haha... not like me who i like but he don even care... and don like me at ALL! but nvm... i will be normal as i am... don wan care about love saff le... make my self so complicated sia... so cheer up Tay Bing Xin...tat my name... haha... nv be sad...happy alway...

got to stop here le... goin late for work AH lA MA! now 12.14 liao... late liao...late liao...

2006-10-17T05:30:00.000+08:00

later when to cine :)
w my Baby and ziling ..
meet up w Weilun and Maomao ..

actually going to sing kb0x ..
but end up Weilun they all cancel ..
hahas ..
diao-_-"
don't know what Japan words they gonna say lerh ..

i think i fall in love w him ..